Not in the mood and other excuses
It’s just fun to highlight and contour my face for date night. I love accessorizing with a bracelet and scarf. I work out so I don’t have to buy new clothes, but also so I’m healthy and tone. There’s nothing wrong with delighting in the joy of being a woman. I run into a problem when the time I spend texturizing my hair and waxing my upper lip far exceeds the time I spend with God in His Word. Far exceeds!
Lazy, undisciplined, tired, busy, late, not in the mood… That list was WAY too easy to brainstorm! I could think of many more excuses.
I thought about this, though. I would not go on a date like this with Mark and be like, “Honey, I just didn’t have time to do my hair and I was too busy to look nice.” Nor would I show up to work without making sure my clothes matched and my earrings added a touch of cuteness.
But that’s exactly what I say to the creator of the universe! The maker of the galaxies. God Most High. That’s ridiculous and I’m forced to face my pride and arrogance and I have to resist the temptation to feel indifferent or disgusted with myself. Instead, I bring to mind a promise I’ve had to memorize for times like this:
I take a minimalist approach to most things, so I don’t spend a lot of time on my hair or skin care. I just don’t like fussing with that stuff. But, I’ve found myself many nights with my head on my pillow wondering why I couldn’t have taken time to spend with the Lord. One night, my heart and skin were pricked with conviction when I realized my motivation for looking good.
People would see me and like me more and my idol of acceptance would be temporarily appeased.
I am thankful that our God is a patient and loving God. I’m thankful that I realized that a woman can look good AND soak in scripture. Excuses were exchanged for plans and goals. Now, when I shadow and blush my cheekbones, I am reminded of God’s grace, the joy of seeking Him, and the temporary tent of this body.
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